I feel like there's a part of my early early quiet self that slid back into place. Its beyond being "just okay with it". Like, I know this one community base project will flop if I can't get outside input or involvement.... and yet, I know my compulsion to persist (in achieving something related to my effort) is pretty much nil. I never was attached to gaining best outcome in something, but my detachment thing looks closer to apathy at this point.
