emotional relationship imposter syndrome. (- but also +?)
I mean, actually the CW basically covers it.
Still kinda in shock at what actually just happened at the con. Like, hofuck that was some good sex and sex adjacent activity.
But now I'm like "fuck right, I still feel intimidated even saying Hi to some people let alone trying to have smalltalk."
lewd subping, re: brainstuff
Like, apparently I gave good enough oral we needed to get a ballgag to keep you quiet. But I still feel like me even trying to say hi is me imposing way too much.
Yeah I know it's in my head and stuff but like FUCK I wish I had confidence to feel like I'm not a pain in the ass?