Bleh. (frustration, stress)
Not trying to be a call out here at all just....
guh.
Sometimes I really wish patience wasn't my best answer to hateful shit.
Being calm and trying to actually address people's toxic shit in a constructive way is so fucking draining.
But shouting at them feels more so. And gods sometimes I wish I could just fucking TEAR into people without feeling deep pits of guilt the instant the fire dies down.
I put up with bullshit, I pay forward the spoons because it's the best answer for my mental health and I hate it.
Fucking back into a crying fit, insomnia hitting hard. Wanting a hug from a very specific list of people and none of them are even in the same State.
Bleh.
Bleh. (frustration, stress)
@Draekos *metacuddles you* <3