@efi *blushes* It's... it's hard for me to care for me? But like.... I want to and find it much easier to care for those around me?
Selfcare hard. Othercare soff, warm, easy.
re: mh joke?
is the empty cutlery drawer not, in fact, the largest spoon of all?
(no, it's not)
@efi I didn't know I counted as a dragonmom
@efi <3 cutie
Bleh. (frustration, stress)
Not trying to be a call out here at all just....
guh.
Sometimes I really wish patience wasn't my best answer to hateful shit.
Being calm and trying to actually address people's toxic shit in a constructive way is so fucking draining.
But shouting at them feels more so. And gods sometimes I wish I could just fucking TEAR into people without feeling deep pits of guilt the instant the fire dies down.
I put up with bullshit, I pay forward the spoons because it's the best answer for my mental health and I hate it.
Fucking back into a crying fit, insomnia hitting hard. Wanting a hug from a very specific list of people and none of them are even in the same State.
Bleh.
@efi *pets*
re: tf kink
HHHHHHNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGPH phuuuck.
A nice day today (a reflection)
So like.
Got to see my dad today. It's been ages. He's retired now. First time I've been to a zoo too in like 12 years? I should go back with a sketchpad.
I remember when I hated him, as a kid. Fuck it hurt to hug him and like, aaa him saying he was excited to see me happy got me crying. Fuck.
He's such a good guy.
Anyway, sorry. I hope you all had a good day <3 Go give a hello to someone you care about okay?
@nyamelia althought though! @Draekos@yiff.life is the one you want :3
@nyamelia ohno!
self employed, entitled artist problems???
The problem with working from home:
The challenging void between trying to manage not burning out, being busy enough to pay bills, and not feeling lazy.
And like... is it bad of me to even be able to set my own work hours like this and still complain about it?
@skolli
@chimerror nono it's perfect I do that kinda shit all the time
@chimerror fuck
@skolli h
Sorry, I've moved accounts D: