➡️ @Draekos@yiff.life @Draekos@awoo.space

You know, I always feel better about my thinking when explaining it to others, so let's take a little stroll through this interesting (to me, at least) reading.

Feel free to chime in if you think you have input on this. I'm still trying to really properly grasp the Tarot.

A break down of what these cards are (to my understanding) and what this version of the celtic cross means:

The Present: 10 of Wands. A mixed card of both burden and responsibility. A man carrying a heavy load he has made for himself.

The Challenge: 6 of Cups. Clinging to the past, resistant to change. Don't get caught up in looking back, it can stop you moving forward.

The Past: The Emperor. Control, Structure. He is a fatherly figure of authority, wisdom and stability.

The Future: The Magician. Willpower, Creation. They take what they are given and create something new. Both pictures big and small.

Desires/Rising Above: 4 of Wands. A time of peace and celebration, generally implies a large group or community

Subconscious Feelings: 3 of Wands (inverted). Setbacks, frustrations. There will be unexpected problems on the path forward that you won't be fully prepared for. But they can be beaten and pushed through.

Advice: High Priestess. Subconscious, Intuition. She is a guide towards the inner thoughts. An encouragement to explore the world within.

External Influences: 4 of Swords (inverted). Burn out, restlessness. You continue to push through life's struggles to the detriment of your energy. There needs to be rest between the victories.

Fears/Holes 6 of Swords (inverted). Baggage, unresolved issues. Even when the place you're in is hurting you, you find it hard to leave. Movement is needed in life, you're resisting it.

End Point/Goal: 2 of Swords. Tough choices, stalemate. No option ahead of you is free of consequences. Notably the closing of the other path. You stand at a crossroads and must pick one or the other.

OH MY GODS am I glad that masto lets infinite messages be posted because wow that's long.
Okay now to break it down (it's been a lot of typing already)

Deck, are you grumpy I've not been using you much?

Today's reading:
"How's this convention going to go?"
Cards:
"Good, keep working hard and try not to let past worries get in your way. It'll be a pile of complications but you'll pull through.... And then some swords showed up."

Time to completely reevaluate the reading I guess.

Me: I love my shemagh scarves, but I don't need more.

Me, but trashwitch hipster: OKAY BUT THEY'RE HANNG LOOMED AND THERES MORE COLORS AND PATTERNS THEY SELL.

Huh.

That feeling when I'm drawing a keffiyeh style scarf and...
"Huh... I don't think anyone actually does patterns like this?"
"Fuck I'd wear this."
"How do am make these?

I am a trashwitch.
I call bands like K Flay and Metric trash.

Does... does this make their music witchy? Are these songs magic now?

Like okay seriously I get that that could come across as sarcastic but I'm being serious. Answers help please

Yes does believe in vampires.
No doesn't believe in flu vaccines.

N I C E

So.
Brain.
We need to have a talk.
This whole imposter syndrome bullshit you've been piling on lately. We need to stop okay?

Multiple artists you respect have in the last year not only commented on knowing who you are but being a fan of your work.

AND AN ARTIST YOU DEEPLY ADMIRE JUST ASKED FOR A COMMISSION FFS BRAIN CAN WE BE GOOD PLEASE NOW?!

I don't know what cornhole is and honestly I'm scared to find out.

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Me:
Oh man this anecdotal joke image about struggling with ADHD is almost upsettingly on point for my general life.

My brain:
But like, you're just projecting and looking for an excuse for your laziness. Also good luck clearly conveying this to anyone you respect who is proffessionally diagnosed with it.

éwé

Protégé to the gay

Sunhan has a mouth like a hottub, not a swimmingpool. She's a small kaiju.

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holy shit brain. I draw 1 piece of vore art and THIS is where we go?

Me:
I should eat something
Also Me:
I should eat something other than tacobell
Me, but a heavy sigh:
But it's close and tasty and cheap and I can get an energy drink from the connected gas station for stream.

hm...