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Trans, dysphoria, bleh. 

Realizing I was actually a girl and not just a boy who extremely hated the body I'm in helped me actually give even half a shit about it.

Realizing my ideal body is still not only carrying less weight, but over a foot shorter than I am is a whole new dysphoria that feels almost more crushing because it can't be fixed.

load up birdsite.
read like 3 posts.
well, I'm done staring into the abyssal hellscape that has become out social climate.

It's a beautiful day outside. Birds are singing, flowers are blooming. On days like these, kids like you should be 

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Transpride lewdery 

I have
the best
commissioners
ever!
Bestest!

( cuties are @TinyFawks and @feilen on birbsite ) awoo.space/media/vpsgKZscFdfOi

I'm here
I'm queer
And that's ok
there's nobody I'd rather be than me

tfw you want a better world but realise there's so many shitheads any attempt means the shitheads just reset things back to the way they were

All day.
Nothing but Rithnok art.
What have we done?
Duo stream with Tokaido

picarto.tv/Draekos

awoo.space/media/S-i6BxOELcDOY

subtoot, violence 

if someone literally believes in killing me & other groups either by slowly clamping down on my rights or otherwise i'm gonna want to punch the shit out of them

punchin' nazis: good stuff

Frustration. 

Days like this I wonder why I'm even in the living situation I'm in. Because days like today feels like it causes so many more problems than it solves.

Fuck. just. FUCK.

On top of all this I now feel sorry for the birds, the adorable little creatures I've brought into this situation with me. They don't deserve to be involved in all this.

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Frustration. 

Sorry to just....... rant on here, but I was trying to finish the work I should have finished yesterday, and the chores from yesterday, and oh look more work to do and more chores that aren't daily shit being pushed back and I'm so fucking SICK OF IT.

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Frustration. 

I try so fucking hard to keep a smile on and be patient. I try so hard to not be upset and just let things happen.

I am so tired of bashing my head again the fucking brick wall of "If they could possibly harm me, they HAVE harmed me so I NEED to retaliate." logic. It's so frustrating and self-fulfilling and I'm so tired of fighting it.

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Frustration. 

every
single
time
I think I finally have my head on straight and can get ahead of my obligations, something fucking has to happen. Something has to fucking go down that leaves me fucking crying and unable to focus. Some new problem that will take a lot of stress and tears and suffering and again fucking failing to do the things that make my life livable. I'm so angry at feeling like I never get more than 2 days of sanity before I get shoved into this again.

Inspirobot... did you just create meta self depreciating humor?

Such a good bot. Bless you. ♥️

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