@Felthry @Lioness Behold! Blanket dragon! :D
(Source: https://twitter.com/oma_ru_maru/status/902884815023644674)
https://www.twitch.tv/draekos Welp. for what ever reason, I'm streaming some Longwar2. if anyone wants to suffer with me
mh ( - ? )
Is... is it bad I can't hate people strongly? Like... Milo or Trump or Pence or Putin or the rest. I don't actively want to hurt these people with my own hands. Although I'd not argue a guillotine for each.
I... don't hate enough? My partner hates cis people for the oppression and deaths of trans folks, but... I can't do that. Is something wrong with me?
mh, sui ( - - - )
This morning's talk from my partner was "having faith in anything is horrible and delusional" mixed with "all queer people will be dead in the next 7 years" (trump related)
I remember trying to get laundry done, and just... turned into crying in the kitchen with a knife in hand, it just felt like the only way out. Eventually convinced to put it down, but the talking continued.
I remember curling up crying... and now it's 2 hours later and I'm at my desk... what?
MH (-), I know, there's been a lot of these lately
Would honestly just like to actually like my art again. Motivation to work is so looowww and actual study to improve feels like a burden too heavy to lift.
Doesn't help that the most recent spike of actual drive to do personal art also was meshed with constantly being pulled away from the tablet. But hey, now a few days later when my attention isn't needed elsewhere, I'm just spinning tires and hating everything I make.
Sorry, I've moved accounts D: