➡️ @Draekos@yiff.life @Draekos@awoo.space

mfw existence is heavy, but also birds are a blessing

the backs of my knees are sweaty from how I've been sitting and I'm just so fucking exhausted with existence.

...I mean, it's too much info right? or does it have to be lewd now

Should be working but heck, can't even focus on my screen let along draw right now. Maybe not having lunch is a bad call?

that feeling of "What even is lunch?"

Kratos, but a girl, and just getting all wrestle-sex lesbianing with all the goddesses.

Don't both retooting or faving if you agree, I know you already do

I'd like this mood to lift so I can repay the emotional drain I've caused on the people I care about.

I miss that like, month or so around the start of the month were I felt like I was a bit of a fountain of positive vibes for folks. I want to be that again. I want to help, not feel like a burden.

Okay, seriously, back to art now.

Hey I know I've been in a really shit mood lately, but like. I love you all and you're valid and make me feel happy that you bother to even read my posts anymore :D

I'd like to not fucking have emotions right now please? I'd like to foucs on work and not feel like a fucking failure.

Okay time to get back to it.

Went like, an hour and a half without sobbing and shaking, up from the about hour straight earlier.

Yyyaaayyyy... streaming working on art is kinda hard to do right now but capitalism I guess?

Man...
I miss emotional stability and enjoying drawing.

https://picarto.tv/Draekos I go an art thing, with nsfw and stuff. Let's see if I can get through artlblock.

when someone favourites your non-subtoot at them, but not the subtoot at them.

and you feel dumb for saying 'subping' instead because it's such a better term than subtoot or subawoo but you're not on cyber.space also this fucking run on sentence.

So while trying to get my brain back in gear for art. I did a little thing for a certain cutie?

Mitten have a birthday. And now mitten have a dwol hybird :D

Hey, comics are cool and we (at least you) do cool ones and maybe we could work on something together in the ffuuutttuuurreee? :D

Like, apparently I gave good enough oral we needed to get a ballgag to keep you quiet. But I still feel like me even trying to say hi is me imposing way too much.

Yeah I know it's in my head and stuff but like FUCK I wish I had confidence to feel like I'm not a pain in the ass?

I mean, actually the CW basically covers it.

Still kinda in shock at what actually just happened at the con. Like, hofuck that was some good sex and sex adjacent activity.

But now I'm like "fuck right, I still feel intimidated even saying Hi to some people let alone trying to have smalltalk."

Experience again reminds me I need to actually fucking do the legwork to get a pin press and similar. The dealer den is the most at home space in the con for me. <3

Also did a panel, 1 of 4 artists. Vaguely cringe worthy. First dude was making one of those classy side scroller rape games. I think we all know those flash games.

Kinda want to do a panel for queer/poc representation in furry, because like... It is a topic I care about?

Went to Reno. City is trying way too hard to be Vegas. Doesn't have the money to do it.

BLFC itself was great, got to hug a lot people who until now were just screennames. Got to swoon over some cuties and feel affirmed enough to actually try to flirt so hey, that's nice!

Didn't touch any gambling. I'd probably spend more than I wanted to if I did. Holy shit racial insensitivity is even more rampant than stolen art assets.

Is this what it feels like to be a SJW?????

Downside to being so deep in transgirl culture.

I wanna eat out a cutie, but I'll settle for dick :3=