➡️ @Draekos@yiff.life @Draekos@awoo.space

........so like..... are SSRIs supposed to make everything numb and intensify the apathy? Been on a low dose of Fluoexetine and it just seems to blur life?

Been trying to push though? Like it's harder to pull out of shitty moods, but maintaining a bland "eh" mood is easier?

I don't like myself some of the time
No, I don't like myself some of the time
'Cause I fuck up a lot and fall behind
No, I don't like myself some of the time
When I write songs and tell myself it's art
And I drink alcohol 'til I see stars
When I isolate myself 'til I'm too proud to ask for help
When life gets hard, 'cause life gets hard

I like myself most of the time
Is that a crime? Is that a crime?
I like myself most of the time
Is that a crime? Is that a crime?

"Huh, my old pre-trans shirts just don't seem to fit. They kinda ride up on my tum. Am I gaining weight?"
...
Oh. They're fine on the sides and back.
Kinda tight around the armpi-
Boobs.

Boobs are making my old boy shirts not fit at all anymore. almost a decade on hormones now. Thanks body, I can finaly get rid of the shirts that were baggy on old dumb boy me.

I used some phantasia to get the most lesbian cut in the game that isn't the sizebuzz.

LOOK AT THIS UNDERCUT.

Today Gaius tries very hard not to notice the elderly Tidus in the corner.

Also did you know there's tomestone lvl60 gear? I didn't. Looks like I'm back here again.

Kinda fucked up how Cid encourages you to kill the sentient machine he helped make but can't remember the name of

JUST TO OPEN A DOOR.

In Castrum Meridianum, first time run:

"Kae you're not giving this big crescendo of the story the respect it deserv-"

Kae: "NEITHER DID [THE DEVS!]"

tired: I'm plural
wired: we've become syndicated.

this look is too fucking good and it's a crime to fashion that this hat isn't more popular.

2,000gil. (for reference for folks who don't play. Most even semi-cosmetic qualit gear goes for AT LEAST 50,000)

walking into the club like

MSQ roulette is an interesting time.
Especially with 2 fat chocobo heads around

Gather round, o ye adventurers.

Let me tell you of the times long past.

Dearest Mama, please do visit yourself upon me, and raze mine corporeal form.

...............I was so tired at the time of posting this I said poly instead of plural so now you all get this dumb shit in your timeline again.

tired: I'm plural
wired: My (29F) selves have unionized.

Today's stream metatopic:
Parasocial relationships and how can I try to dissuade them without having to flatly say "stop asking for my private social accounts publicly, person I don't know."

Thinking bout
Sharks.
Pawbs.
Dronegirls.