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big soft mood

just....
just heck me up, TF wise.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SW-BU6keEUw

I forgot how much sex was in the Mom's Spaghetti song.

spaghetti;

Guh. Birds.
One I think may have hurt herself on the blinds, holding a foot up for a while, that stopped but..yeah.

The other made a completely new call at me when I left the office and fuck it's really clear she knows I'm upset. It hurts in all sorts of new ways.

Going to lay down, cry it out and have some tea after. Try to find something enjoyable to repair my brain with. IDK

Blleegh.

Killed stream after like 2 hours. Couldn't stop crying. Frustrated and tired and struggling with getting lines anywhere they should be. Doesn't help that I've been having technical problems for the last two days on top of dizziness when standing and just feeling even more dead than usual.

Weird feel:
"I should make winter icons..."
*look out the window, hoping for some inspiration* "These trees are still green."

Living so far south is starting to get to me. I didn't think I'd miss snow, but I really miss the change of scenery that comes with it. Winter is just 'maybe I can actually wear a sweater outside' weather <_<

So like... are all dads who make dad jokes depressed girls deep down?... I mean, maybe.

But more likely, they've got a pit of depression all their own. Maybe disappointment in their children. Maybe themselves. Maybe the world... Maybe depressed to watch their innocent children being gobbled up by the world they wish they had the power to make a better place.

There's this magical zone in the realm of "this isn't even a joke or funny at all" that is hit and it becomes funny becuase EVERYONE knows it's not funny but you're trying to make it funny.

And the people who tell the best dad jokes? Depressed girls, from my notice. There needs to be some pit of self loathing to make one accept doing a dad joke, especially coming up with a good new one.

I... I don't actually post em <_<

But it's not farnsworth smut so there's that! You're welcome!

Heck I love writing lewd queer comics that actually try to have real people and not "HNNPH SO TIGHT" ever page.

the small murmuring whimper and burning blush of a girl getting her dick sucked by her crush.

Also, think I may need to get that cyberpunk deck PixelOccult made <_< Got the Moon and the Hanged On from that deck along with my Sinking Wasteland kickstarter box :D

Oh gods I have a tarot addiction D:

My major arcana deck seemed to insist I do a celtic cross reading with my new deck that just got here! Honestly feeling comforted by this draw too!

Before anyone stink eyes me for not shuffling enough on those 3 sword cards in a row, the initial arrangement in the deck was by number, not suit.

@irisjaycomics and @PixelOccult@witches.town (and all the other folks involved in these two decks whom I don't know the names of) are awesome!

Tired, wishing I felt as cute as people say I am, just wanna curl up and cuddle somewhere