I am still pretty eager to have long floofy hair and present kinda girly, I feel like this urge has been around for a while so I feel more confident about it than other things but there's still doubt y'know. I'm kinda like, worried about losing the desire to be a bit of a girl? Because right now I really like the idea of it.
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@dolljoints I want my presentation to match how I feel, whether that's about my gender or my emotions or what I have to do that day - got a real strong attachment to aesthetics.
Definitely right about the gender though, but it's still kinda weird and hard to understand. Like I feel girly and like girly but also somehow don't feel *like a girl*? But it's just... weird. I feel weird, and I wanna be cute.
