Fen @Fenreliania@awoo.space

I played a bunch of shantae and people weren't lying when they said that game's thirsty. Gosh I'm not normally into that body type but I'm still all hot n bothered by those bods.

I feel peaceful.

*breathes slowly*
I don't need to or anything but I just
*breathes in deep, holds, breathes out*
*closes her eyes*

heck ya it's fish and chips for lunch which is good enough in itself but it also means I get to eat my burger for ~breakfast~

haha... yeah I don't feel like a person. That's... rough. It's pathetic. I feel insufficient.

I never did develop an identity. I never did become a person.

LBT: My mechsonaaaaaaa

Hey @vahnj for some reason you're showing up in my home even though I unfollowed (Breath of the Wild stuff is all, trying needlessly hard to avoid it atm)

Someone was gonna draw me as a girl with long hair but I think they decided not to :<
I'm not about to like blame them, they were offering art for free, but still :<

i guess it's just me, forever, wishing i could do more and going nowhere

what am i

is this what dysphoria feels like or am i just entirely devoid of a personality save for the motions i've built up over the years, i just dont know

"what am i" is not a rhetorical question but i know you can't answer it. just that i can't either

i'm lost and alone

*begins to form a coherent thought*
actually I'm gonna mentally scream and curl up for no reason

I withdraw, I withdraw, I withdraw

I curl up, groaning to hold back a scream. I compress, I compress, and the spark ignites, and I expand

I throw my arms wide, I arch my back, I fracture into five hundred shards hesitant to leave, staying suspended in a shape like me

and I fall, on my side, and I weep, and I fuse together again without grace, no joins hidden.

oh no

GAH WHAT AM I

Nearly home time, excited to sketch a mechaaaaa