FreyArtist @Freylet@awoo.space

Extremely Extremely Extremely hard not to self harm right now. So very very cveeryu cvery close

Really really need a smoke.

How much is too much Valium

Went and had a shower and turned it on very hot and rocked back and forth in it.

Death would make everything better for everyone.

We feel vulnerable

We are feeling super super paranoid. It sucks.

Too anxious to sleep.

Up to the second chapter of the BPD book.

Woot us we suppose

Our borderline has been very severe lately. We have been doing things that we regret. Learning to be a better person is really hard and takes time to get better. There is a lot of set backs and the best we can do is to do better, keep learning and do better.

We are sometimes bad people and we are trying to be better people.

We are back and doing well!

How is all?

We are going to be hopping off of here for awhile. Need to work on self improvement.

We really badly want to hurt ourselves.

Playing games with cuties is haaaarrrrrrddddd

Thinking lewd thoughts about peoples ;3

There should honestly be an Eco (game) that is hosted by Mastodon, would love to play with yous all! <3

#Eco

We got some very good sleep last night, we really needed it. Still want to sleep some more. Need to recover and stuffs.

But going to be on here and there.

We all love yous all. <3

Feeling really good about the way we look. Our partner has been a huge support for us in learning to love our body. <3

https://awoo.space/media/NqqyFr6_Dqww6eXC7Co

WEIRD, it seems like we have had a really long sleep, when it actually looks like it has been 2 hours. We are very well rested, this is so strange. Especially since we were so extremely tired throughout all of yesterday.

We are going to try for sleep again!
Wish us luck!