Depression
I can't even fuck around to take my mind off of any of this. Games don't bring enjoyment. Sex doesn't bring enjoyment. There isn't much of me in me at this point. I eat. I sleep. I sit at a computer trying to force myself to work. And when I have to talk to the people I work with, it's all an act. Me putting on my best imitation of myself because that's all I can do right now.