Kistaro Windrider @Kistaro@awoo.space
Chameleonic dragon. Otherkin. Some kind of eclectic neo-Pagan. Sie/hir or they/them. Software engineer. Seattle-esque, WA. Expect software takes, complaints about the tech industry, board games, video games, an inexplicably obsession with paper notebooks despite my handwriting, and Weird Furry Stuff.
Joined Aug 2017
DOTA 2 Turbo Mode is the casual arcade game that #DOTA needed. Or at least that I needed. The games are short enough I don’t get too emotionally invested in them, so it’s more okay to clown around, try new things, do things I’m bad at, and improve at the game.
I’m worst at the action-y parts of the game so it’s odd that I enjoy the mode that focuses on them to the exclusion of all else, but I’m using it as a chance to practice what I most need to improve.
Hi my gender is nonbinary but sometimes I’m ✨🌟gaaaaaaay🌟✨
Mario Odyssey is kind of establishing that Mario is some kind of freaky super-hobbit
substance use
Cannabis concentrate catridges honestly, sincerely feel like cheating. Less effort to set up or maintain, much less of a fuzzy-headed sleepy hangover the next day, less asthma and nasal congestion (still some of the latter but less), still get the effects I want, etc.
The obvious conclusion is "I should use those then", but it really *does* feel like some sort of cheating. I should ignore that sense; it's good practice at not overmoralizing every little damn thing. :p
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Gender v sexuality (explicit)
I've noticed a few days lately that I've felt zero interest in even trying to express a gender identity (not that I've figured out how to do that), yet simultaneously have a ravenous sexual appetite.
It feels really strange playing with my penis when I'm not sure it even belongs there, just for lack of another physical outlet.
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Waiting for new electronic toys to ship continues to be one of the hardest and most testing experiences of adult life
I skip important self-care things because I feel guilty that they work well for me but people around me haven’t benefited from them when they try them. That’s not great.
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OH MY GOD TOM FRANCIS HAS DONE IT AGAIN Y'ALL https://twitter.com/HeatSig/status/923946528741449728
Yay I’m up at 5:20 because I’m anxious about fire alarm tests potentially starting way early because I thought I heard alarm chirps at 5:30 AM for the last two days even though testing doesn’t start until 8AM. I’m required to hang around from 8AM to whenever to let the test crew in. 😐
long distance relationships
The thing that sucks the most by far about a long-distance relationship is that I can’t just go hug @Jacel no matter how much I want to, no matter how much it would help
I have a big ol’ plank of conductive foam now. I need to disassemble my gen-1 Switch Joy-Con controllers and fix them; it’s a simple operation and I’m intimidated by it because I feel like I’m worse at hardware than I actually am. :(
I like ridiculous action game-show television
I really wish that The CW's "Capture" had made more than the one season it did, back in 2013
Ludwig von Beethoven has some awesome beats but I wish he'd compose something new, it feels like all his stuff is like 180 years old
Today’s goal: destroy the enemy ancient. repeatedly. #dota2
bad grammar on an advertisement
Grocer’s Apostrophe At It Is Best
https://awoo.space/media/qyLdKjy_3wvsrmpTTHI
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It can appear tempting to be on their side, because it has been made to appear that you are an ally in a worthy cause if you support them.
But they are not worthy allies. They are vampires sapping the life out of the cause to enrich themselves.
You do not need to support toxic people to support the cause of social justice for LGBT+ people, women, etc.
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I will say this:
There are bad people on the fediverse. Toxic influences. They will devour you if you let them. They are obsessed with using positions of respect and the cause of social justice to create more attention for themselves and inflict pain upon others.
Don't fall for it.
This is one of those “nonanthro Utahraptor girl” days, isn’t it
I still have trouble convincing myself that it’s okay to visit friends, instead of some horrible unjustified imposition on everyone around me and failure in my duty to be a dignified adult living quietly
Growing up in the suburban Midwest will *fuck you up*, seriously
Why is this in my office’s drinks fridge?
https://awoo.space/media/FFfENBpwSQRFv2i-WhY
Chameleonic dragon. Otherkin. Some kind of eclectic neo-Pagan. Sie/hir or they/them. Software engineer. Seattle-esque, WA. Expect software takes, complaints about the tech industry, board games, video games, an inexplicably obsession with paper notebooks despite my handwriting, and Weird Furry Stuff.
Joined Aug 2017
