venting about myself
I don't have a job and I feel very incapable and I've been trying to schedule an appointment with a psychologist but I hate using the phone and I hate waiting for phone calls. I invent projects for myself to pass the time but lately I haven't been working towards any long-term goal. I have hobbies but I don't know how to monetize them. I have skills but I don't want to move away from home to find a job. I have given up on what I thought was my life goal of making games for a living. I can hardly concentrate on anything and I worry about everything in the world constantly. I recognize that I have a lot more comforts than a lot of other people, but I don't know what I'm going to do to get out of this pit.