So my life is trying to find links and texts I'll have never the time or capacity to read since the #eyefoo (that makes reading hard). Maybe it would be okay, that I can build the book on what I knew before this summer before I started writing the book. But I don't wanna fail, I don't wanna hurt any mentioned group by ignorance. And this expectation towards myself meets my physical limits and the limits of access to texts. They are not all available for me juste comme ça.