MikaMurstein @MikaMurstein@awoo.space

Ich so als ich sehe, wie hier über Brooklyn99 oder so geredet wird: Wie hieß den noch dieses andere Serie, über die einige sprachen. (4 blocks) WEil, kann ja auch nur zwei geben. Ich habe echt so wenig Ahnung von Serien. Ich schaue aber mal in der bib, wann es die dort auf DVD gibt.

are so exhausting, I am close to a lack of words for it. I often feel miserable and left alone during the process and that's not okay.

So I spend two hours for finding one link and one book in the library.
Somestimes I wish my editor would help searching. but she is not editor full time in a publishing colective and somehow theses structures are pretty exhausting and disadvantageous when you are disabled and used to plan and structure everything, bc you have to calculate how many spoons you have and how long they might last. In future I will prefer to collaborate with other disabled folks, these even unvoluntarily ableist >>

@maunzikation Mal sehen was ich als nächtes vergesse. :D

@maunzikation Jo, aber so ein entscheidendes Wort und ohne das ist es kaum noch ne Paraphrase auf nen Filmtitel eines nicht so tollen Films. m(

So my life is trying to find links and texts I'll have never the time or capacity to read since the #eyefoo (that makes reading hard). Maybe it would be okay, that I can build the book on what I knew before this summer before I started writing the book. But I don't wanna fail, I don't wanna hurt any mentioned group by ignorance. And this expectation towards myself meets my physical limits and the limits of access to texts. They are not all available for me juste comme ça.

@distelfliege@witches.town Know what you mean. I just hate so much to start from scratch and to be the new kid somewhere again. So little spoons for creating a space for myself in a community. And so many terms I don't understand are obstacles in figuring out what ppl are talking about.

Oh noes! I quoted the title of my own book to come wrong. m( Here is the correct title, no word left out: "I am a queerfeminist cyborg, that's okay" - Gedankensammlung zu Anti/Ableismus. https://www.edition-assemblage.de/im-a-queerfeminist-cyborg-thats-okay/

@distelfliege@witches.town
It's more like saying hi and feeling awkward and leaving after a few minutes, but thanks! :D

Muss schnell 1 Film gucken, weil lonelinessfeels sher heftig gerade. Was keen Wunder ist, weil alles dreht sich nur um's Buch und die Erschöpfung drum herum. Vielleicht bin ich nach Fertigsstllung öfter hier. Wir werden sehen.
Gehabt Euch wohl!:)

Huhu! Hier die Vorankündigung von meinem Buch "I'm a cyborg, that's okay" Gedankensammlung zu Anti/Ableismus...

https://www.edition-assemblage.de/im-a-queerfeminist-cyborg-thats-okay/

I am really not a mastodonor I guess?

*waves bye*

I'll tell you when it's over. #stressallover

Zuviel Stress um irgendwo was Zussamnenhängendes Zu schreiben. Nach Abgabe der ersten janz jut gewordenen Buchhälfte, tiefes Loch, weil zuviel auf einaml zu lösen ist, was Konzentration auf das Schreiben verunmöglicht.

@maunzikation Jo, ist mir auch fast entfallen. :D Vielen Dank für's Verbreiten. :)

The Interview with the black disabled activist was great. We talked one hour and fifteen minutes! It tekes an hour at least to make a transcription of just 5 minutes or so. Habe to stop continuing my chapter, transcript comes first, so sehe get her money, when I finish. I am quite sick at the Moment, some imflammation around my eyes, hopefully not the eyes themselves, don't know yet, caught a cold too, plus high amounts of the usual+known pain. As the month June is already a difficult month...

Interview verschoben von Gesprächspartnerin aus. Mehr Zeit für Recherche. Oder #anxiety. Naja, immerhn findet es bald trotzdem statt. Hing selbst in den Seilen.