Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

@brushy@snouts.online Yeah I'm still not totally sure what direction I go. I just wish getting snipped was more socially acceptable.

I just wanna be able to slide into a car seat without extreme pain.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online I know I'm here for you.

@brushy@snouts.online Major feels. I've never been a fan of my danglies, and TBH it won't alter my sexuality much.

But I'm super anxious about asking for it, because, well... Lots of reasons.

Ultimately I'd love lips and a vag and a cock but that might be asking for a bit much.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online I feel ya on a lot of those points. And yeah, I'd be despairing too if I was in your situation.

You're not a useless person. You're just as valid as anyone here. And besides, Passing as a woman can go Hang, you're a Witch, and that's the part a lot of transgirls will never Get.

It'd be really nice if your wife took a moment or two to figure out what you Need to like... Not die.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Thank you! It's been a massive change in my life that I'm just starting to really get used to.

Looking way better than I feel today

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Keri: She knows full well what she wants, It's just our hangups about it.

Tohri: I'm not okay with being the snarling, horny He-monster she seems to want. I keep getting worried I'm gonna hurt her and it kinda spoils the mood.

So it's really weird when the hippie buddha spirit that might be your daughter gets into puberty and has no compunctions about bringing her needs and wants to your attention.

And you're really not okay with some of them.

@Lunostophiles@snouts.online Oh god, feels. It gets a bit easier when you know you're on a trajectory Out.

@Bisexuhell@snouts.online @GlitterDisaster@snouts.online Kirin!Zest. They just do a fusion-ha dance and end up a rainbow unicorn serpent.

Having a male day, but still feeling like I need a vulva down there.
But like, a Transguy set of bits. :\ What the hell.

So, a while back, Kerithe and I ended up with a Third sentient spirit living with us. We tried to be as hands-off as possible with this new one, and let her find herself on her own. We all know enough about Tulpas and didn't want her to get colored by any of that.

So she's been building herself based on what we know about what really Makes a person, and she's now on to sexual desires.

And she's like the hippie kid who's been going nude since she was old enough to know what Clothes are, so she's in this weird place where she's still wholesome dragon jesus, but she wants to get bred sloppily by a very big, very male monster.

A Lot.

Listening to old Thrilling adventure Hour bits just to have more drunk and surly Mr Peanutbutter

@Pan_Natek@beach.city I've been following the wand making. I'm certainly interested, focus objects are always worth reading about.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Tohri: Old paranoia dies hard. I don't remember what Kerithe typed out in any great detail unless she leaves me a Note.
And yaori has been up and around, but she Always tags her posts.

That and the feeling of not having been... Well, Yourself for a couple days. It's seriously disorienting.

Woke up as Tohri today, and I've got whatever awful flu is going around in full force.

And I'm not Embarrassed about being Kerithe for the last few days, I'm more embarrassed to be Male again.
We're both pretty equally comfortable in the body, I just personally wish the social identity part was easier. Sometimes I feel like Kerithe has Friends, I just have Skills.

She's also a lot less anxious and or depressed than I am, which we're still trying to figure out.

@slimedomme Which is why Multiple Systems make the best mages. We can have one personality completely absorbed by spellcasting, and yank them back when they're done.
Makes getting hypnotized a mixed bag tho.

@Kaffe@chitter.xyz And there's lots of Pokemon porn.

@Kaffe@chitter.xyz Sonic.
The.
Hedgehog.