Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

The nudist lesbian in my head is wearing a hazmat suit and respirator lately because of all the testosterone in my system lately.

Her voice sounds funny through the mask.

@cozykaffe@snouts.online @budgiebin@snouts.online that was fast

@Galuade@snouts.online I'm glad you're okay. It's been going around

I'm starting to realize that the Non-binary designation just kinda... Doesn't cover it for me.

That and there's three folks in here now so the situation is non-binary to begin with.

And folks consider Herm a slur, but it's what I kinda Am. I experience Both being a Man and being a Woman, sometimes at the same time.
And not just Sexually or in terms of body image. Kerithe's Womanhood is almost totally detached from physicality. Tohri's Masculinity is more of an Ethos than anything.
And TBH I was a boy raised with the full expectation that I'd be a Mom on the Flower Farm, and if I'd been Actually transmale, I'd have wanted my money back for that Puberty.

So, physically I'm Not-Quite-Male. Emotionally I'm so much of a girl I was never accepted by the 'Real Men'. At the same time, I threaten those Real Men because I can sling wrenches harder and faster than they can, and hear the whispers of the machine god.
And with Women, they get the wrong impression at First sometime, then end up identifying me as 'Gay best Friend' and I end up just kinda letting myself slide into that slot unless Keri is out.
Then it's Disaster Lesbian Theater.

@Galuade@snouts.online Start doing something repetitive and calming in your head and shut out everything else.
Do squares. 2x2, 3x3, 4x4 and so forth, as high as you can go.

@Cilich Cilich, 20 minutes in here with us and you'd be the Chandelier.

@pandora_parrot @budgiebin@snouts.online contains multitudes.

Look, inside me are Three Dragons, there's absolutely no room for wolves in here.

Tohri: A red fuzzy snuggledragon built from second hand Sex Bot, Terminator, Lawn Tractor and Truck parts.
Kerithe: "I'm only happy when it rains" meets manic wine mom with Transformation magic on tap.
Yaori: Horny hippie River Tam if she wasn't fucked up.

@Cilich @Dingy_Rat@yiff.life Seconded.

Would you rather be Pro-life or Projared?

@kistaro Big mood lately.

Well, been a bunch of Tohri days and Keri isn't fronting any time soon, so, decided to switch up profile stuff.

@clipclopboom@snouts.online Yeah, I've been noticing that like... Lately, folks don't Really have a problem with gender as long as you're not combative about it.

@pexl I wrestled with that for years, what I found is that people are forgiving as long as you're not a Shitty person. and ironically, the only way you get a good calibration on That one is encountering Actual shitty people.

You're not a shitty friend Pel, you're going through a lot in your life, and you're not an unfeeling Bastard. You're soft and sensitive and need to be handled with care.
The only people who think you're a bad friend and believe it are bad people. You're allowed to be an NPC in many people's lives, a Player Character for a smaller group, a Party Member for a yet smaller group, and so on.

Or put another way, you're allowed to be an Okay friend. You're allowed to interact, and if you like it, include that person in your life more.

You don't owe anyone anything. Kindness and love are a Gift, not a transaction. Give what you Can, and feel comfortable giving.

Like was complimented by strangers Twice outta the blue, feeling super confident and Very centered, looking fantastic, and still, like...

This is great and everything. Why does it feel like I'm doing it left-handed?