Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

I think we can see where this is going.
Less belly, more tiddy.

Old Tohri art, featuring a couple of people's deadsonas. He used to be a lot rounder.
And a lot more, uh, Male.

I see a lot of dysphoria about facial hair and I get it, I do. I can't stand being stubbly or clean shaven or any of that though, and it's compounded by the girl part of me in total agreement with my wife that the beard stays.
They both love how soft and floofy it is, just like my long hair.

Being non binary is hard.

Of course, presentation and what's actually under the hood are two different things. I don't have social dysphoria, but I do have physical dysphoria. It's just not the usual kind. I don't mind my beard or body hair, and my body is mostly the way I want.
I just feel like I never Really went through puberty and I don't feel like I want to be Binary Male. I was born in between or Both, and want to present that way but...
I'm not sure how.

So, I have no idea now. I asked my mom what happens when a boy child is born with the mark of a Witch when I was twelve but she just said that I'm going to be finding out.

I feel like I have the opposite of most trans experiences. My body never really committed to either binary and I was raised by my mom on a hippie flower farm like I was a girl.
Then I felt like I had to Own what I was and spent my 20s presenting as an overweight, awkwardly feminine Man.
And Now... Well, something happened and I don't feel like I have to try and be that any more.
I got validation way before I felt like I needed it and im worried it fucked me up.

So I got this account because I needed a space that was Public but not full of hateful normies.
Hi, I'm Max/Tohri/Kerithe depending on Context. Pronouns are whatever works for you, and I spend my days as a mechanical prototype machinist.
I'm queer in so many ways that Labels don't really stick any more though, so I'm really interested in exploring who I am now, after all the changes in my life.

Some stuff I've made lately

Finally getting active on Mastodon because it's where the furries at.