Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

Good gods I was fat.

I was the one who started the whole "Put a Gas Spring on your motobecane" thing.

Cool seat cover we made up from some old Jeans. I loved how it came out.

My final project for my engineering degree. Plywood on foam construction, crap motor, terrible steering geometry, no brakes... Honestly I'm amazed it didn't kill me.
Got me the degree though!

The Loft. The view out those windows in the morning was always magical. In the summer it was just emerald sunlight thru the trees.

Also, that version of the staircase could pull up for more room downstairs.

This is where we used to live....

In 2004 I started construction of this cabin with no idea of what I was doing, or how I was going to do it. I lived there for 5 years or so.

Rocinante, my 1979 monster motobecane.
The front end is from a dirt bike, the seat is from a batavus and a couch, the aesthetic is from Frank Miller, and the engine is from 11 different bikes, and a chainsaw.
Yes, it's Fast. No, it's not running. XD

I need to make a part to make the Puch Flywheel and Lawn Mower Pullstarter talk to each other.

Lately I want to have a long day working on cars or motorcycles with someone and a long evening sharing a shower with them, a bodyrub, snuggles on my big beanbag, and long slow handjobs with lots of silicone lube and maybe a toy or two while music videos or internet shit was up on my 42".
And lots of making out and breast play. <3

One of my issues with being Out in any capacity is that I've never really felt Gay enough or trans enough to feel at home in the greater community, even though I know it's not '06 any more and I'm not going to get labelled as a turncoat or pretender.

I just feel way more naturally Variable than others, and just kinda exist on both sides. So it's hard to feel like there's a me I want to be, just a Me that is.

Stardust was an important movie for me, Robert De Nero's performance as Captain Shakespeare was the first time I felt like I could be the pirate captain And the princess without collapsing the waveform.

And have Both be valid identities.

First day wearing Jeans since summer started. Hoodie too.

TFW the goddess herself says "nope, winter is coming, gonna have to wear boy clothes to stay warm, little witch"

And I can deny her, but uhh... I like being warm more than being femme. XD

You know, if furry fantasy TF came with the symptoms and side effects I've been going thru, you really would need counseling afterwards.

A three minute panic attack because I have to Burp is Not okay. This is not worth not being fat anymore.

The conflicting part is that I'm almost as good with Ferromancy, mechromancy and machine healing. I... Believe in the machine spirit, Mother of all machines, V8, whatever their true name is.

Neither good nor evil, a god of steel and math and fire.

I have a strong relationship with The Goddess. I grew up in Her temple, learned Her rituals, and looked Her in the face on a February morning standing on a seaside cliff, suffering Her moods while making the most pathetic efforts to keep a cliff face from being washed into the sea.

So it's not so much Belief as Experience. I know she's there, I got taught her magic growing up. It's still what I'm best at.

Fav if you Praise Jesus

Boost if you just wanna chill with Joshua and smoke a blunt with his twelve bros.

So, I'm pretty sure when I was born there was a major clerical error, and I was supposed to be Twins. So an Iron Dragon spirit and a Fae spirit were both sent to be incarnated but ended up the same person.

And, uh, Faeries and Iron don't get along as a rule.