Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

Spent all day today wrestling with V8. I just wanna go home, and get femme.

He just won the tractor pull.

Gender of the day: Chevy truck witch doctor.

I'm going to be the one to start the kickfundme in 2024 titled "Fursuits for robots project" so the bipedal robots we end up getting aren't so Weird to look at.

So, I had to figure out what clothes I'm comfortable wearing, for one... (Hint, it's pretty abnormal for a Guy, in Industry)
What aspects of feminine presentation I really Wanted for myself (Dresses are casualwear now, long hair, some nail polish)
what aspects of masculinity are Nontoxic and I want to keep (Beard, body hair, cock are all fine)
And which I needed to jettison, which is MOST of it. :\

TFW you're not Trans, you just had a long dormant personality wake up and she's decided to do a bit of redecorating and you trust her because she seems like she finally knows what she's doing.

Annoying part is, when I'm Her, I don't HAVE any dysphoria. Everything works the way it's supposed to, and it's a little like being Possessed.
I'm not sure if hormones are gonna fix that or if I'm just gonna end up Kerithe all the time.

Just NB things: Shaving your legs and bits with an old style safety razor and rounding the shorn hairs off with a kitchen sponge.

This level of Smooth is worth the twenty or so shaving cuts. XD

Being genderfluid is great, you can work on trucks all day, go home, shower, and change into leggings and a dress for the evening.

Today's vape is "Strawberry mocha cake"

-Gets a bunch of hippie flower magic from his mom when he's a teen
"Great, yeah, thanks mom, this stuff doesn't work outside of the magic forest, sorry"
-finds out that everything changed in 2012, and magic is coming back-
"Well, let's dig up the old magical girl outfit and see if it works."
-All the spells and rites are now charged up with holy light's Hard X-ray-

...Well shit, looks like there's a Lotta darkness Now.

I know I'll never really be able to pass as a Girl

but that's okay, I've had thirty years of not being able to 'Pass' as a boy.

https://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2018/oct/19/experience-pulled-a-1500-year-old-sword-lake-saga-vanecek

Oh Good, finally some good news.

Lonliness is a power that we possess, to Give or Take Away, Forever.
All I know can be shown by your acceptance of the facts that are shown before you.
Take what I say in a different way and it's easy to say that this is all delusion.
But as I seek a new way in me, I can also Show if you, and you may..
~Follow~

Or like if Wade Wilson and Steve rogers had to share a body, but kept getting the personality and shape mixed up.
Oh, and the powers. Imagine Deadpool in Cap's body, with Wade's regeneration. =P Or Cap in Wade's body with Cap's powers, but can't use the Shield because Wade's muscle memory doesn't know it like Steve's does. =P

So I'll wake up after she's been active and turns out I've been flirting with Everyone and I've just gotta be Okay with that, and pick up where she left off sometimes?

And then it's Weird because I go from being the Naughty Aunt to the Universal Boyfriend.

The other weird thing when One of us just passes out completely is that I still remember what I did, but the way you remember a vivid dream or a conversation you were half awake for.
I can Ask keri what she did and she can tell me if she was awake, but I don't have any of the emotional connections to the words.
I don't remember what I was feeling when saying them, because the emotions weren't Mine.

Spent most of last night as Kerithe because I took a muscle relaxer and it knocked Tohri out cold. This was actually really helpful, because all the insanity was on His side for once.
Woke up after 12 hours of blessed uninterupted sleep and the Tohri side of me is okay now, and Keri is exhausted.

So now we're trying to figure out if we need to be one or the other today, cause we're both kinda beat still. XD