Cabinet Derg @Motodrachen@awoo.space

The cockateils are mating again and it's louder than my history video.

As open as I am about the multiple personalities stuff here, I try and keep it to the Practical.

Some days though, Yaori is bouncing around in our head and she's something so improbable that Keri keeps subjecting her to Voight-kamph style testing to make damn sure she's not a freudian construct or Tulpa or false-flag evil spirit.

And she's frustrating, because Her understanding of what she is leads to a lotta questions having a 'Well, Yes, And..." kinda answer. Or it's along the lines of 'Well, nobody told me I couldn't use your subconscious as a radio transmitter to get into other people's dreams'

So it's a bit different than most of the plural folks I know here.

Tohri: I accidentally conditioned my beard Twice today. with Volumizer.

Keri: See, you'd think I'd hate having a beard, but I'm like all the other ladies we know, I just love playing with it.

I'm talking witch shit with a unicorn, worried about a ringtail, and I'm gonna go talk gearhead shit with a fox and a dragon while taking RC trucks rock crawling in the woods later on.
And probably do some car repair.
Sometimes I'm worried I developed multiple systems just because my life got stupid complex.

Tohri: Other witches get precognition and visions and the usual forms of True Seeing.

I get machine visions. Lately they've been of large scale chemjet weapons. Where instead of a powder charge in a Shell, you have say, Diesel fuel and Nitric Acid injected behind the warhead, and all you have to feed into the Gun is the warhead or penetrator.

And I've been trying to get Out of mil-spec!

Sunday fun fact: Parachute cord is Nylon, and can be Welded by melting the ends together.

By cutting short lengths and welding them into Rings, chainmaile can be made this way.

In any color, pattern, or shape. It ends up being something like ballistic grade fishnet.

Sometimes I wanna be the caring friend who's there for people and ready with a plate of cookies.

Sometimes I wanna run off into the woods and test large caliber air cannons.

You ever notice that Some guys have Beards, and other guys have Beards with attached Faces.

All Carrot No Ferret

I'm going to bed, if you're gonna have a major mental crisis, at least @me so I can keep track better.
Love all y'all

Today I feel like focusing all my Chi on someone and just obliterating their ability to perceive reality.

@skolli Keri: You know, the ferret who lives upstairs from us reminds me a lot of Korki, just without all the stinky badbrain stuff.

He's a councilor for troubled teens. =P

So, I grew up with a strong feminine presence in my early life.
And a LOT of weak, greedy, or otherwise failed men.
And a Lot of male peers who treated me like dirt.

So I've got, uh, Baggage. The Tohri part of me still identifies as Male, but it's hurtful for him because a lot of our friends have been Badly abuse by men and... Well, it just reinforces all the misandric shit we grew up with.

And Kerithe is probably the result of a longing for an existence with a different context. At least at First.

It makes it almost impossible to feel sexy or desirable or wanted when I'm Tohri. I feel like I need to Hide, try and be as Harmless or as invizable as possible. I know I don't have to be that way, but I'm just... I dunno, ashamed. I feel like the big gross dragon the rest of the woodland critters let into their villiage because he's helpful, but never really trusted.