Emailed the clinic I go to about what I need to do to get moving down the path for GRS as well as some like clerical stuff, waited a week, bothered them in person, sent a follow up email and still haven't heard back.

Therefore I've convinced myself there's something wrong they don't want to tell me.

I've like hit peak genital dysphoria and even the thought I might have to live with this thing forever is pretty crushing tbh.

@Nurbs I'm so sorry. I'm sure having your partner go through this has brought this stuff to the forefront. I imagine they're just overworked/bad at communication but I understand the awful desperate feelings. I hope they get back to you soon. Keep hounding them as you can.

@AzureHusky Yeah I have the opportunity to bother them in person again on tuesday when Flora goes back for another post-surgery checkup. But like, that's several additional days of panic I'm hoping I don't have to deal with.