*Nurbs @Nurbs@awoo.space

Bagel

What I liked most about the demo is that if chapter 2 doesn't end up happening, I won't mind as the ending left me totally satisfied for the most part.

A Freudian map.

Realtalk though. CBD is defo a less harmful option than the lorazepam I was on before and works roughly as well, with the exception of lifetime. I only get like 4ish hours of relief, lorazepam will do the day.

A vapourizer was a good buy as I can play with the temperature to get the right effects.

It ranges from "This is good and relaxing and helps my anxiety" to "You are now totally baked and going to eat snack foods then go to sleep."

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I recently learned I can get off entirely from boob touches.

Being a girl is weird, but awesome.

It me. Art by https://www.furaffinity.net/user/corpsekalbi/

It's pretty good.

I always do the name in space thing where NASA puts your name in a memory card attached to probes.

I just realized the parker solar probe is probably the first to have my name, rather than my deadname, and NASA's gone and thrown it into the sun.

I'm like, really scared I'll never find another tech job, and if I do I'll just fuck it all up again.

I lost my job today. It was a long time coming tbh. My performance was dropping like a stone.

Anxiety is like, rapidly ruining my life and I just feel so powerless to stop it.

I hate nothing in this world more than registered mail. Like I was having an alright day, until I learned a mail pickup slip arrived and now I've imagined every possible horrible thing it could possibly be and I'm like, on the edge of a panic attack.

Laser today. Not very much facial hair left! And only one session to go after this one.

I bought drugs from the government and it's weird.

Declaring my sonas a hivemind is a convenient way to never have to think of another character name ever again.