*Nurbs @Nurbs@awoo.space

20m from a magloop on the dining room table. Not bad!

I think the major driver in me dealing with my GRS paperwork is that I got a short taste of confident slutty Nurbs, and like. I like that Nurbs better. Just everytime I end up in a sexual situation I end up just feeling gross, dysphoric and above all else undesirable.

I am now onto the "Steadily increasing frustration" phase of trying to get GRS funding.

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Shot on Ilford HP5+ on a Minolta Hi-Matic 7S

Me after opening the shower: I can't believe you spayed me with your douche!

Because like, everything before that is STRESSFUL AF

It's a pretty good feeling to pull a reel of film out of the development tank and like, actually seeing photos is probably why I do analog photography tbh.

*Last night*
Me: I am so drunk, I only drank three ciders, it makes no sense!
Flora: That's like 2 litres of cider.
Me: It sounds so much worse when you measure it.

This year sucked. That is all.

I have consumed too much food tonight. Worth it.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Other trans people: "Haha puberty 2 am I right!"
Me, an intersex person who was bad at making testosterone: "WHAT IS HAPPENING, AAAAAAAA"

My sexual orientation switched like, hard when I started HRT, I went from ace to pan. However, how I get attracted to feminine presenting people, and how I get attracted to masculine presenting people is entirely different. Non-binary people are like, more data needed. :P

But like, girls I'm basically demisexual, I need to be close to them before hand and the attraction develops from there.

Guys have it much easier, attraction/crushes just kind of happen. As such nearly every crush I've developed thus far has been on a guy.

I dunno how I feel about this really. I just wanted to bitch about it a bit as it kind of bothers me that I am like, capable of purely physical attraction to people, and that was like, a thing entirely foreign to me a few years ago.

I have decided to be a polecat here too. The marbled polecatness is spreading.

I kind of miss being able to comment on things I'm RTing, because I can't mark cute animal videos as important so people will know they're important.