-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
Good morning, Western coast folks :)
Server rack: *sudden incessant beeps*
Me (anxious): I SHOULD HAVE PAID MORE ATTENTION IN NETWORKING WHAT DO I DO
Yet More Rain In Good Old Ohio *grumble*
Hello :) I hope you are all lovely today! I want to try to talk here more :) Because Yeah, this place rocks! and you rock!
lewd
Rimming is so good. The lust for tail is downright insatiable, and the bigger and bubblier the better but like… I'm certainly not complaining either way. Shake that tail my way and I'll gladly spend so much time worshiping that whole area 💙♠️💙
job guilt, capitalism grumbles
But now I'm sitting here just going "what if this bites me in the ass. What if my boss didn't see and it sounds like a no-show and what if"
Ugh. Fuck.
job guilt, capitalism grumbles
I called sick for today which ended up being my texting my boss and not really getting a reply back, which is making me feel near-constantly anxious on top of the normal guilt of "I can technically operate so I should be working" feelings.
My leg is still hurting me, though, but it's slowly getting better. I wanted to take the day off to kinda rest and recuperate and get my head strait on things I want to be doing/working on
woo
I have still been musing on my sudden visit from Inari. It was the last thing I ever expected to get from meditation, and the scene has been twirling in my mind for quite a while.
I haven't gotten a twinge of my kitsune blood in ages. Why now?
Hmm but she seemed to approve of this form, or accepts it. She seemed to be reminding me that the connection is there, and will always be there.
Hmm. I should tend such connection. I think that was the hint anyway.
kinstuff
I must confess, it's one of the biggest reasons I still use my Twitter. I had many folks who thanked me for how much I talked about gender and bring trans, and it meant so much to be able to help others. I do the same with my species. I seek to talk about it where my past self was too frightened to. I seek to help others see themselves better, no matter their answer.
kinstuff
When I'm feeling really bad occasionally I'll remember that species dysphoria is a thing on Wikipedia with information sourced references.
I'll think of the folks that may stumble on it and at least breath a sigh of relief that what they are feeling is documented.
I'll remember my teenage self crying to at the sky and feeling such extreme self-hatred at my very nature.
sudden lewd thoughts, hyper, nsfw
Preferably with NB characters and "nonstandard" anatomical configuration (for lack of better term)
sudden lewd thoughts, hyper, nsfw
Or: casual hyper with drains built into infrastructure. Casual oral and cum consumption n.n'
sudden lewd thoughts, hyper, nsfw
I want to write a short flash fiction about a feminine boy having a hyper orgasm and slowly flooding the immediate area while his mind starts to become corrupted from the lust
*voice cracking* I lOVe KoBolDs
gender vent, social
Ugh, experience with folks vary wildly from "you are a guy and I refuse to acknowledge you otherwise if you correct me" to "gendered correctly; everything is fine"
Also children are the worst ugh
dream stuff, woo?
Day 3: still have no idea why I woke from a deep sleep uttering the term "panthea", considering I had to look it up myself.
What are you up to, subconscious?
morning grumbling, dissonance
I'm not ready to be a human this week and go do human work things.
Last reboost is too real haha. This was exactly me like "OH FUCK WHAT AM I LOSING MY MIND please tell me I have a grip on reality still. this is real oh gosh oh gosh"
self goals.
Anxiety is such a huge issue in my life, but I want to be able to tread lightly on this world. A calm peace with the flow of things. It's really difficulty for me, though.
self care (lack of)
I'm really bad at taking care of myself
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
