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But :) not before it’s my time. I’ve a lot yet i would like to do.
I wouldn’t want to live forever in this foreign body. I’m determined to be me again one way or another, even if i have to chase it through time and space.
I will step paw on the sands of Home and breath that air. I will feel the warm waters around me and the life and connection. The twinge of acclamation~ to feel the sea of voices~
We deserve the realities we would have

I have learned a lot, and i’ve come to love this planet in many ways. I’ve fallen in love numerous times and have found my kith, people and nonpeople like me.
I have experienced a lot in my life, and i have suffered a lot. I’ve explored and learned and have been my genuine self.
But i do not mesh with this place. Especially not this body. I’ve grown to envy the spirits and feel so much ache in my soul and in this body.
I want the chance to move on to whatever is next

It makes me realize how much i do inevitably want to die, and how little i fear death. I’ve had an unfortunate amount of opportunity to think about this.
I don’t believe in nothing after this. I’ve reason to believe something in reincarnation of some sort. I’ve seen iterations of things. But… i think no matter what…
I don’t want to live forever. Not in this body, or even with this body. Not if it was flawless in health as a digital version would be.

I like this episode a lot for many, many reasons i could touch on (actual happy ending, positive depiction of technology), but i realized the second time through that it -would- honestly be my own personal hell.
To live relatively forever in a simulated reality that is just as reality is…

Hey, I've never done this HERE before. If you have any lewd/kink/etc questions, please feel free to ask here! ^_^

Music with its' melodies with so many different sounds and arrangements, electronic and analog. Such melodies instill emotion and like pictures within us and paint empathic pictures from tones. not even speech. It's all so fascinating to me, and I love it.

Realizing that so much of me is steeped in empathy and connection makes so much sense <3