MH (+), drugs
MH (+), drugs
There’s so much i could say, but i’m frazzled.
Things aren’t perfect and some hurt is… unavoidable and not without complex makings and possibly no fault… but we love each other and stick through despite it all. It’s part of what makes us a strong community.
I believe in us. We are ALL worthy of healing, and i’m proud of -all- of us who seek such healing and help each other to heal. It won’t be without conflict or hurt, but we always try.
And that’s a very queer beauty.
MH (+), drugs
Last night was healing and very needed. Theres so many complex thoughts that were bottled up inside me and i had no idea. The clarity and security is something i deeply needed, likely as much as i needed to stop… bottling up my feelings and thoughts.
I’m so thankful for all the support I’ve gotten, and i am deeply, deeply sorry about the troubles that have been caused or worsened by my bottling of feelings.
what happened
It should be noted that: gamers make me INCREDIBLY nervous
Also with that big an event it brings ✨lots of cops✨ and THEY make me incredibly fucking nervous
And hordes of people and sensory overload everywhere
It took us hours to get down there and to find any food was even worse, so we hadn’t had any food So we almost passed out. Twice x.x
A perfect shit storm
what happened
I stupidly tried to go to Pike Place, unaware that Pax was going on and still completely clueless to the fact that -I can’t do these sorts of things alone- because i’m NOT neurotypical.
So naturally i broke down in a way that ALWAYS looks 1000 times worse than it is, worrying everyone i was talking to because they are the only link i had
music, furry, breakcore
hushy is really good https://soundcloud.com/4lung/together-we-will-not-fail
@indi i think that at any point on the timeline you can essentially sift furry into two different categories, the "what if i could tweak my own reality slightly" category and the "what if i could tweak my own reality TO A SUPER FUCKING WILD-ASS DEGREE" category
💭 If the characters used to represent and promote organized proto-furry meets were like, weird colorful psychic alien hybrid critters, does that mean postfurry has existed as long as furry has?
?????woo?????
Faefolk, y’know?
Or something idk this is my normal at this point
Its always when no one is around to confirm it and i have to just laugh and be impressed
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing