-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space

I just beat Pyre and am trying very hard not to cry for various reasons I'll put under spoiler at a later time, because I'm off to board games
but like
the resonance of my own feelings with Pyre's story snuck up on me towards the end

It looks haunting with it’s clipped claws devoid of use and ability, grasping for something which the world forgot. It feels right, though, and you fastening a roof of leaves between the statue’s fingers. By dark, the luminescence of the forest created a dim but peaceful light, and the nocturnal sounds fill your senses. It is safe. The forest is always safe your kind. Perhaps not the long gone creatures whose buildings and statues the forest eats.

The forest at night echoes with dreams of all creatures flowing through the roots of the tall trees. Your lover and you decided to top by dusk at the runes of a statue that looks like the hand of a species you have never seen before covered in moss and vines. The hand’s claws are clipped at the tips of their digits and no fur adorns it, only flesh. it sits grasping at something long since reclaimed by the woods.

Oh yeah this was a Thing

Vloe’s indulgence bucket-list
✔️kaiten sushi
✔️kaiten sushi crawl and stuffing my otter muzz until i waddle

A little bit of edibles staves away the bad braincycles. At least for the rest of tonight, I enjoy the silence in my brain and drift off where I hope it is better in the morning.

Me: *graduates, spends years finding verself and changing around ver entire life, starting to address long neglected mental issues. Moves across the entire country, unpacks and puts paw to the ground continuing to address mental issues*
Me: but what have I -done-

Lemme just eyeroll at myself

I’ve barely made a dent.
Barely able. Often not.

Do i… actually do anything? What have i accomplished? What have i even done...

*shittily

I make memes now be afraid

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thirdly is Eco - Wolves ( https://open.spotify.com/album/3CmfH4RB1fembuRjPd8kvw )
I'm about half-done with it so far and it's making a solid impression on me. Songs that span many different genres but mostly center around very beautiful melody and tracey vibes. It's Just Really Good (and canine tbh)

Second is Carbon Based Lifeforms - World of Sleepers (remaster) ( https://open.spotify.com/album/1sVQzNkYp2YbLxZVUKy4zD )
Very relaxing, chill, dreamy and aquatic feelings. A very good album to daydream to, and I can only really say good things about it. CBL is amazing and this is no exception.

The first is Anki - Circadian ( https://open.spotify.com/album/3a0b6iJl830EdKhckSbvoy )
very much has a Porter Robinson / Madeon vibe to it. The first and last songs were pretty notable to me, & the bulk of the album being just really solid but nothing new (which is not a point against)

I'm listening to a lot of albums I had saved to listen to later (and than never done until now). Lots of really good music n.n