mh, ~+?
I always told myself growing up that if I expected I couldn't do something or that things would always go wrong, I would never be disappointed when they didn't go well, and be pleasantly surprised if they did...
though... now things have been bad for so long, and I'm so used to being treated badly, that .... any deviation feels surreal, like something that shouldn't have happened but did...
mh, ~+?
@Raspberryfloof You deserve to be treated with kindness and respect, and I'm glad you've been getting that