Depression, general sadness
Even simple things like saying hi to people on here, or playing games with friends, or getting up from my chair to make food or get a drink, has been really difficult...
I've blocked twitter on my computer just because seeing people I follow talking about things made me feel even less like I belonged or deserved to be anywhere...
Everything about my life feels like it's been drenched in a fog of sadness and anxiety and it feels horrible ;~;