I kind of hope I lose my randomizer tournament match tonight? because then I won't be taking up so much time or room from my roommates and can give them space (since my streaming setup stretches from the TV across the bedroom over to my computer on the other side)
But I kind of don't really want to lose? because I don't like losing and have been trying very hard to do my best too?
I don't know ;~; I feel very stuck right now and don't think I'll be entirely happy with any outcome ;~;