I have work in six hours but I can't sleep because it's hit me that I have NO funds for my medical shit anymore and I do not make enough money to pay for it out of pocket.
So, goodbye hrt. Goodbye migraine meds. Which will most likely result in 'goodbye job' and then 'goodbye car' shortly thereafter.
I don't even have enough money this month to put gas in my car, let alone pay my insurance so I'm boned anyway.
I'm just trying to save up to pay off bills and have some funds to move to New Zealand to be with my fiancée and that isn't going to happen.
I gave up on top surgery a few months ago because I will never have that kind of money and three failed fundraising attempts showed me people only care about trans folks if they're skinny, white and attractive, so I'm done trying.
I'm grateful I have a place to live with roommates that are understanding about my financial situation so I don't have to worry about being homeless, but...
I don't know what to do.