Suvvin' Bengêsko Zhukel @Silviu@awoo.space

I'm tired of being scared, chronically ill, broke and being on the edge of losing everything and the terror that comes with that.

I'm grateful I have a place to live with roommates that are understanding about my financial situation so I don't have to worry about being homeless, but...

I don't know what to do.

I have work in six hours but I can't sleep because it's hit me that I have NO funds for my medical shit anymore and I do not make enough money to pay for it out of pocket.

So, goodbye hrt. Goodbye migraine meds. Which will most likely result in 'goodbye job' and then 'goodbye car' shortly thereafter.

I don't even have enough money this month to put gas in my car, let alone pay my insurance so I'm boned anyway.

I'm just hoping my I insurance will reimburse my fsa, because otherwise, I don't know how I am going to afford my multiple doctor visits, or my migraine meds or hrt.

I put the full amount into my fsa and in one procedure, its all gone. I have no funds to go to the doctor or pay medication for the rest of the year, and I STILL owe 300$ to the dentist.

Even if it's just a quick brush once a day, take care of your teeth. It's self care that is so so so important.

But it feels so good to have clean teeth again.

For you folks who have executive dysfunction or depression, seriously. Get a super soft toothbrush and put it in your shower so it's easier to remember to brush.

I had three years of depression induced neglect of my teeth and I paid a horrible price for it.

I got my teeth scaled and cleaned under sedation yesterday and apparently while still affected by the modoazolam, I said/tweeted my bottom teeth were "like coyote teeth" and honestly, that sounds like something I'd say while sober.

@Arioch1530 hey just letting you know I haven't forgotten your reading, I had to declutter my space this weekend and then we had storms and I was incapacitated x_x

I am so looking forward to the three day weekend. My back is a mire of knots and I just wanna relax for three days.

Mmm thunderstorm right when I'm going to bed. It's loud and dark. -happy churr-

Time to burrow under the doona and snooze.

My friend is doing a kickstarter to upgrade the store they and their husband run in Alaska- a gaming store that focuses on diversity and LGBT support! They have 11 days left! Please share if you can!

https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/2054777072/an-extra-life-for-diversity-in-videogames

okay so my timestamps are showing up as an HOUR WRONG on Chrome and I don't know how to fix this. Posts on twitter, facebook, here, they're all an hour wrong.

It shows up as being tweeted an hour ago and not Just Now and it's driving me BATTY.

:|

@Arioch1530 I didn't know that, I'll see about looking into it!

@Arioch1530

This is.... REALLY bad, but at court, his fiancee had a baby with her that was SUPPOSEDLY born in December. We have NEVER heard it cry. Ever.

So this baby never existed and they faked it for sympathy at court.... or there's a very bad possibility that he did something to it... or she keeps it drugged so it won't cry and invoke his abuse. Either way... it's BAD. And we're worried.

@Arioch1530 The local cops won't do anything bc he's buddies with some at the precinct, so if we get proof of him abusing his spouse again, we're taking it to the state police.

I got a commission on Flight Rising of one of my skull babies and I fucking adore it.

https://fr-mayaohmu.tumblr.com/post/185059458724/comm-for-thrawn-on-fr-of-their-spiral-boi-nikolai

@Arioch1530 I honestly am amazed he's this determined to be an asshole.