Suvvin' Bengêsko Zhukel @Silviu@awoo.space

Though I'm irritated that:

1: they're only NOW emailing me about this,
2: it was 600 USD for what basically amounted to a wound flush and a patch of medigel
3: That I went at ALL, but damned EDS makes wounds a Delicate Thing, so it wasn't a decision made lightly.

Randomly got a bill from an urgent care I visited back in January/Feb when I gashed my finger open, and they want 600 bucks from me, and are going to "Charge X card"

Good luck with that, that FSA card is defunct.

Me: trying to type up a detailed report on a tarot reading.

Bird: Hey, lemme pull these keys out of the keyboard when you're not looking.

I need to make an accent for him, and grind Coli to (hopefully) get a Phantom scroll, but I ADORE this Gaoler boy. #FlightRising

And I'm off to bed. <3

I'm so desperate at this point, I am willing to try smoking it and trying CBD oil to see if it helps me.

If not, I may apply anyway so I have access to CBD oil/products more freely, since they’re highly recommended by folks in various EDS/FMS circles.

My roommate has myalgic encephalomyelitis, and their pain has been/is getting so bad they have been bedbound at least 40% of the time the past few months, as well as POTS, so they have a license, and I don't have to ASK if it helps, I can SEE that it at least helps them function without wanting to cry.

my pain just keeps getting worse. I have been at a 6-7, sometimes and 8 for over two weeks now, compared to a constant 3-4 with a spike to 5. I haven't had a day without having excruciating pain in my neck and shoulders since late April.

I may try some ACTUAL medical strain soon on a weekend with close supervision of my friends and see how it makes me feel. If it works well enough and doesn’t aggravate my migraines, I may apply for a license.

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My psychopath neighbour just followed me to the grocery store. He was behind me in the turn lane at the light, blared his horn at me when it turned green and tore off down the road.

And that was after he spent hours drunkenly yelling at the house last night after I went to work.

Why can't he leave us ALONE???

Passed two dead deer on the way home and realised after the fact that it’s Wednesday.

Gonna have to drink some of my tea before bed and see what the Old Bastard wants

I'm tired of being scared, chronically ill, broke and being on the edge of losing everything and the terror that comes with that.

I'm grateful I have a place to live with roommates that are understanding about my financial situation so I don't have to worry about being homeless, but...

I don't know what to do.

I have work in six hours but I can't sleep because it's hit me that I have NO funds for my medical shit anymore and I do not make enough money to pay for it out of pocket.

So, goodbye hrt. Goodbye migraine meds. Which will most likely result in 'goodbye job' and then 'goodbye car' shortly thereafter.

I don't even have enough money this month to put gas in my car, let alone pay my insurance so I'm boned anyway.

I'm just hoping my I insurance will reimburse my fsa, because otherwise, I don't know how I am going to afford my multiple doctor visits, or my migraine meds or hrt.

I put the full amount into my fsa and in one procedure, its all gone. I have no funds to go to the doctor or pay medication for the rest of the year, and I STILL owe 300$ to the dentist.

Even if it's just a quick brush once a day, take care of your teeth. It's self care that is so so so important.

But it feels so good to have clean teeth again.

For you folks who have executive dysfunction or depression, seriously. Get a super soft toothbrush and put it in your shower so it's easier to remember to brush.

I had three years of depression induced neglect of my teeth and I paid a horrible price for it.

I got my teeth scaled and cleaned under sedation yesterday and apparently while still affected by the modoazolam, I said/tweeted my bottom teeth were "like coyote teeth" and honestly, that sounds like something I'd say while sober.

@Arioch1530 hey just letting you know I haven't forgotten your reading, I had to declutter my space this weekend and then we had storms and I was incapacitated x_x