Death
I'm having this feeling since a pretty long time that I will die young, like, in my 30s, it's been haunting me
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It never gets better. I'm 20 years old and I still feel like my body is fragile like a kid's
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Of course I'm able bodied but at the same time every single part of my body is so weak and fragile, I'm tired of it
Medical surgery
It would be my seventh surgery under general anesthesia I think
Doctors
At least the doctor was nice to me this time
Body (ears), gore thoughts, ---
Just rip this fucking ear off already. I don't know if it's worth it. It's causing me so much pain...
Body (ears), medical bad news
My doctor can't see what's happening because my ears are getting dirty too quickly and he can't clean them because they're too dirty as well, and because it is infected. I'll have to take antibiotics, and see him every week for local care. He's afraid I have a cyst that grew behind my eardrum.
It would be the second time it grows back and it would mean I'd have to get a surgery again if I don't want to definitely lose my left ear's hearing.
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Hey! I'm going to ask for a little help. I hope you all don't mind.
I'm close to getting to my bank account's overdraft limit. I have no income and I need to be able to buy food for the next week.
If you'd like to help me avoid falling into a difficult situation, I wouldn't refuse some financial help.
Here is my PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/siphonay
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I have no idea how to get booped
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there's so little stuff I identify with... not sure why
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I don't know how I can get into my mind that our ex-partner is not coming back, that me and my boyfriend are just two now. I keep dreaming he's coming back at night. Even though he probably hates me now. That's been on my mind for months. I keep wanting to cry because of this, I really can't move on. The worst is we're probably better off out of each other's lives. Ugh. It seems like it was so easy for him to forget me.
so bored. can't wait to get home
@Siphonay I like my sister a lot and admire her as a person but even then she never has been in a situation like mine so maybe I should stop taking everything she says as if she knew better than me (that isn't even her intention) and making myself feel bad about it
lewd
just got sent a vid "rimjob until he cums" 👀
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I like my sister a lot but this weekend seems like it's going to be kind of depressing given the conversations we're having and the fact that we haven't found anything much to do
lewd, milking
two dicks means more to milk.. and more milk ;3
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I want to keep on living because the people who care about me, who look up to me, who trust me, who count on me, they are worth it, you're all worth it
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I don't know if I deserve this. I choose not to care much about that question.
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I feel liked, I feel loved. I feel like people appreciate me and enjoy my conversation and company. This helps me to keep going on. Thank you.
