Sparrow 🐦 @Sparrow@awoo.space

Welp. I slept for like 18 hours.

Whaaaat's everyone else been up to lately? ^^;

The only men I want is ramen

Well my client session was fine! We had fun playing hide and seek and with his paw patrol toys. Supervisor said I was "fun" and a "good personality fit". So... I feel a little better, at least about work stuff. :)

About to go visit a client and my anxiety is still really high. Ughhh.

I moved counties but I haven't been contacted by Medi-Cal in my new county, so I don't know if I'll have access to a doctor any time soon. I updated my address back in November but haven't heard anything.

In related questions, how much is Prozac on the open market?

I'm all stocked up on insulin but just realizing I have about a month's worth of antidepressants left.

@somekindofcrow I meant more like "oh nice they helped me afford meds this month"

@cute_weeds

*Hugs* you got it, pal. :3

@cute_weeds

<3 *offers hugs*

I wonder what the Parent's Association that gave all us aides $75 Amazon gift cards would think if they knew I was spending all of it on medication.

Woo, finished the first Abarat. And what a lovely book it was.

I think I'll order the rest tomorrow. The artwork is so beautiful, I want to own physical copies.

My chickens in this game are named Wompus and Wangus. You're welcome.

Oh no, I can't date Sebastian in Stardew Valley. I've definitely dated the girl version of Sebastian irl.

@Skirmisher

Intersections ahoy!

But yeah, I hear ya. I think I might shift to "boyclit" if my dysphoria lessens a bit, but for now "boi dick" makes me more comfortable. *Shrug*

@Skirmisher

Well I've realized that in general ppl seem to be more comfortable talking about dicks than clits. Like in high school when I ID'd as female and most of my friends were cis girls, we'd almost never even talk about our junk. When we did we might say "my vag" but clit was almost never used.

I think girldick sounds cute too, but I also wonder if the reason more trans girls and boys refer to their junk as dicks is because culturally ppl talk about dicks more. Idk.

@goatmoat

Tbh I do that a lot too.

Sometimes I just don't like to think about my bits or gender them one way or another.

I've also realized I prefer kissing/cuddling and touching others sexually to being on the receiving end of sex these days because it's just not worth it to get my bits involved. It just doesn't feel good anymore.

I've realized I'm sometimes just a mild and boring person to be around.

And honestly? I've worked a long time on my mh to get to a point where I can say "being boring" is one of my flaws. And I kinda love it.

Entertaining other people feels like less of a priority and that feels really big for me.