Sparrow 🐦 @Sparrow@awoo.space

Protip: Don't date me.

I'm a great friend, just don't date me.

Can we please stop making shows and movies about "brilliant" and "complicated" white male psychopaths while our cops regularly shoot and kill unarmed black people? Thanks.

Wow, this movie looks terrible.

Well, no, not completely terrible; I can appreciate dark, absurdist humor.

But on the other hand, I am *so sick* of mainstream TV's obsession with white (mainly cis het) male psychopaths and killers.

Can we please stop trying to understand these men, sympathize with them, and even worse, redeem them?

It's bordering on worship and it makes me sick.

/fin

Just woke up from a 5 hour nap, so yes I am living my best life, thank you.

Can it be nap time? I am super ready for nap time.

I'm full of tea and mogwai, so I think it's time to get back to sleep for a little while~ goodnight friends

I've finally achieved my weird goal of becoming the kind of person who burns candles every night and drinks a shitton of herbal tea. ~

I'm doing better now, fwiw.

I went for a jog, showered (both very grounding activities for me), then visited cuddle friend and had a good time.

Now to either paint and finish hellbbyboy, or play that doki doki nonsense. Because perhaps ironically, watching the sexviolence fever dream, and consuming horror bs makes me feel better. *SHRUG*

Hello, panic attack.

Decreased meds from 50 mg to 30 mg in process of cutting them out entirely. Maybe this is a reaction to that?

I have plans to see w cuddle friend in an hour, and I was really looking forward to it. I feel like if I go I'll be better off, but I also don't feel like I'm in my body.

Friends: it's okay to let the ppl around you fight their own battles. It's okay to let them fuck up occasionally. It's actually good for people to fuck up.

Irl friends texting me like "can you wake up your roommate? We're supposed to hang out in ten minutes."

Like, no, I'm not going to barge in and wake her up. She deserves her privacy. It's not my fault she's sleeping in.

Y'all see the Icelandic Indie Pop scene in the last episode of Gayle? It's very Mighty Boosh and I highly recommend if you got a minute.

https://youtu.be/0PJXMxaESZo?t=18m51s

My roommate and I have gotten into this pattern of peacefully ignoring each other, headphones on, reading/painting/watching junk/playing games, for about 2 hours at a time, then pausing to have a deep conversation for about 15 minutes, then going back to ignoring each other. It's very good.

"In the words of the late Jimmy Carter: Lez out, or get out" - Gayle

We hosted a game day and it went really well!!

Also we finally set up the chairs at the table. Still need a couch, but progress is happening.

Oops I accidentally put milk in my herbal tea, yuck.

Oof. Woke up super hung over. X.X

I'm eating ramen now though, so that seems to be helping.

The votive candle I had going in the living room just put itself out.

WHAT DOES THIS MEAN.

I did it

I am drunnnnkkkkkkkk

For example, today I managed to accomplish 65% of my goals (11/17). I feel productive but not drained and awful.