Veladynee Amaren @Veladynee@awoo.space

Strange anxiety and random sense of dread. Unsure why. Absolutely obnoxious though.

I really wish I had a method to entirely cancel out these feelings that didn't involve needing copious amounts of weed.

I think it is still related to the time of year, especially with how bad last year was all in all, during this time as well.

Had an absolutely amazing vegan brownie with my coffee tonight, and now I am inspired to try to make them at home!

I slept too long now I'm MORE tired. Blahhhhh.

Time to make turkey burgers.

Was thinking while having a discussion with some others...

My past life self would have been astonished and amazed by all the wonders of this world. The sciences, medicine, emerging tech like augmentation, augmented reality, VR...

The world isn't perfect, far from it, but nor was my prior world. But there are still so many wonders to see, and so many yet to come!

We just have to keep working at making the world better so the wonders can keep coming ^^

I am realizing something I've never fully experienced before.

There is anxiety and fears but... I'm okay. I'm stronger than them.

I'm letting myself do things that make me happy instead of fearing it might slip through my talons.

I feel comfortable with what I do for a living, I feel joy with my partner, with my friends. I'm taking more moments to enjoy the weather and smaller things around me. Sure I've more work to do mentally...

But for once in my life, I'm happy.

Curled up on the lovesac on a cold rainy night with a good book, warm tea, blanket, and candlelight. ^^

Cloudy, raining, cold. A pleasant day. ^^

It has been cold and rainy in Phoenix for days, and shall continue to be.

I am glad I brought the weather from Seattle to here, it is so peaceful and pleasant. ^^

Excellent weather to curl up on the porch with hot tea and relax to.

New phone setup. Pixel 3A. Pleasing. Makes me think I might stick with Pixel phones.

3A isn't top of the line but it fits my paws more comfortably than the others.

Meanwhile over Nevada. The world is flat. Color is a distant memory.

*Earfin droops.*

Sad to be leaving soon, will miss my partner immensely. Thankfully can visit again soon, but... Bleh, distance is such a bitch.

I'm going to miss them a fuck ton.

Alas, work must continue, and must take care of stuff at my own house in the desert.

Peaceful rainy day in Seattle, forgot how enjoyable the rain is. Easy to forget when you just live in a desert.

With the general amount of THC in my system, I wonder if I'd be a potent edible.