Voksa @VoxSomniator@awoo.space

Talking with people is good for me, not just because humans are social creatures but because speaking regulates my janky chronically-hyperventilating breathing patterns apparently

current experiment: is coughing making my screen briefly go dark due to loose wiring, or making my eyes briefly go dark due to much worse loose wiring

as much as I complain about having to work, having an actual job has given me some interesting perspective (also it's good exercise and it's undeniably good to at least get out of the house sometimes lol)

especially with money- I can now think "hmm how many hours/days of work is this worth"

I've spent about a day or two's pay on Warframe, for example, and I've played that enough to make it definitely worth it

[scatters hugs into the wind]

"ugh I have ten hours of work tomorrow this is gonna suck"
[ten hours of work later]
"i am invincible"

Hmm I've been fucking up a lot this weekend apparently

Game Art Incoming

"Yeah I'm pretty positive that one day we'll have crazy nanobot-medicine that can fix you as long as your neurons are still mostly intact"

"What makes you so sure?"

[flat voice, staring into distance] "soon we will need it"

Whenever I try to have a conversation without thinking intently about what I'm saying, I lapse into terrifying prophecies

Prepare for VR WRASSLIN

Learning card tricks!

My current best trick is "launch deck from hand into face, with no obvious motive force"

One time I spilled some soda and a bee flew in to drink it and now I really wonder how it affected their honey

My sweet child

A long time ago when I was like 12 I was talking with my dad about vague political concepts, and he repeated that apparently-common phrase that goes something like "if you're not liberal by the time you're 20 you have no heart, if you're not conservative by the time you're 30 you have no brain"

and tiny child me just looks up very sadly and goes "which would you rather have"

momentary delay, coughing too much to hold tablet pen

Name of crazy sci-fi nanodrug that turns your cells and tissue to METAL: industrialyse

And then, I can drop my ankle weights in online games

If I get a vr system thing im gonna get weighted limb braces to GET STRONK

I don't have a song for Going Weird so here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJzPhRJRgFA