angrboda @angrboda@awoo.space

@fineursine naranjita, el padre de borunjita

On the positive side, I got a ton of work done already on art and got a workout in, which rules

I got half of the other paw done today from only having the pattern traced, which is pretty cool. Next I need to do the paw pad appliqué which is imo the hardest part.

I finished one of the chunky paws I was working on tonight (I can't post pics RN because my phone hates toot!) and it's so soft and chunk and pleasantly squeezy that I wore it for like entirely too long

@fineursine I've meant to watch this show since I saw a zillion promos for it on my old VHS's. I think I own some of the manga, even.

@fineursine thanks! I lucked out and got it as a fat quarter since I wanted something cheap to experiment with so it was like $1.50

I got a nicer machine than I intended because it was on sale. Made two small projects - a little pouch think and a zip up case for my markers. It has hella decorative stitches which are too good for my baby sewing.

Last night abe ate me out for longer than I've ever been eaten out before and it was basically a religious experience

NGL it also helped me feel better about my body because I'm so used to sucking dick for like half an hour but always feel intense pressure to not ask anyone to lick me for more than 2 minutes

The fact that I'm not even allowed to be happy when I'm here is really difficult. I just wanted a break from my life falling apart. I don't really know what to do about it but I just wanted to not have to think about it for a few days.

We've done years of therapy and I paid for all of it and I'm very tired, idk

I had a bad nightmare last night about therian, probably because they informed me yesterday that we need to look into couples counseling again as soon as I get home, which I keep thinking about and feeling like shit

@Tamakun the ghosts of my past have returned I see

One of the things I struggle with is that I feel like what it means to be strong or good is a goalpost that is always getting pulled away from me. Some other folks just need to exist but for me every year or so I have to do this new very hard thing or I'm just not good. I'm exhausted. Maybe I'm just not good, idk.

@fineursine also happy belated; I did the thing where I didn't want to say anything in case I had time to doodle something and then did neither, haha. I'm sorry. I hope it was great!

@fineursine I was working on a cow so I kept it quite short. It probs wouldn't work for like, painting a golden retriever but it works well for patches of fur growing in and general texturing, which is what I tend to need

I finally made a brush for fur that I like, which is a thing I've tried unsuccessfully to do for years, haha