angrboda @angrboda@awoo.space

POV: clothes shopping when you have given up trying not to dress like a lesbian even though you are manifestly not a lesbian

This is why Mugen Train made a billion dollars

me: finally going to the theater without worrying about contracting a deadly illness is cool, I wonder what the movies up now are about

directors: existential dread :) :) :)

While the pandemic has been just total absolute hell in many ways at some point it will end and I’m going to spend as much of my life as physically possible with Mike and it’s going to rule and that’s keeping me going

https://www.forbes.com/sites/alexledsom/2021/07/27/uk-plans-to-open-for-eu-us-on-16-august-for-fully-vaccinated-without-quarantine/

This is the announcement I’ve been waiting for for months so that’s very cool. Gonna book my next set of flights soon.

One of the things I’ve been working on the past few weeks is to try to stop feeling anxious about hearing heavy footsteps. The mantra I came up with to try to move past it is ‘it’s not my problem’. Heavy footsteps don’t always mean someone is angry and even if they are angry they need to work it out on their own. I don’t need to hide from it and I’m also not responsible to engage.

Bath is alright

Muting ‘pride’ on twitter will hopefully make the next month substantially less frustrating.

I’m so happy I found bisquick in the America section in sainsbury’s; I also made chocolate chip pancakes this weekend that Abe devoured. The benefit of an American girlfriend - American breakfast.

‘Biscuits are good. I didn’t realize they’d be so... fluffy’

- Abe’s verdict

To celebrate Memorial Day I introduced Abe to America’s greatest cultural achievement: the red lobster cheddar biscuit

Booked my next set of plane tickets to visit abe today (I’ll be fully vaccinated plus two weeks before I fly) and even w/ all the hoops I have to jump thru it feels awesome to know when I’m going to see him again

Chainsaw man is so fucking good, dude. I’m not done with it yet but it just keeps impressing. I’m really happy I’m reading it before the anime comes out because it uses the form of manga so well.

I need to be more consistent with basically every item on the ‘taking care of myself’ checklist but consistently taking iron definitely would have made this more bearable

Bleeding a ton and I’ve been so tired. Had a huge migraine last night and it’s still there in the background this morning, I’m so mad lmao

PS a reply to the capped image asked what fetish and their third guess was TF which was the real anime coughing up blood moment for me

From what I’ve seen from reading accounts online I think this isn’t just an issue for cis women either - any casual browse of /lgbt/ shows you a ton of people who are really into gender essentialism (did you know _having hobbies_ is ‘male brained’ lmao) feeling like being into fetish anything disqualifies them from being female and it’s a feeling I deeply understand and wish neither of us experienced)

To be fair, a lot of growing up and existing in The Horny TF Space has taught me that this is wrong, that there are a ton of other girls into it and it’s just that the community is so openly toxic and female sexuality so societally unpleasant that you almost never run into them, but the post encapsulates a lot of how the self loathing around TF manifested for me

I found the ‘4chan, but only girls are allowed’ image board (it’s also p terrible in ways similar to and unique from 4chan) and on its porn board I was bodied perhaps the worst I have ever been bodied in my life

I’m terrible about spoiling presents (I always get nervous if people will like them and just blab before Xmas, it’s a bad habit) but that one is unspoiled! I had gotten terry an extra unspoiled present in addition to the one they picked out but I blabbed on it yesterday -_-;;