really sad bullshit
today was maybe the most stressful day of the year for me which is really saying something given this year. i just don't know how much being online is worth it anymore but i can't stand to allow other fuckheads to control the narrative in my absence. the drama shit today brought up a lot of trauma from late 2016 and ive been feeling like im gonna vom for like the past 8 hours and i really honestly don't know what i'm supposed to do going forward
really sad bullshit
i just wish they would fucking leave me alone like i got help for my ego issues since i was a real fuckhead for most of 2016 and i fuckin have a committed relationship and i mostly keep to myself in that regard but people want to come after me because i'm the one with clout and i just dont know how much of it i can handle but i'm also incapable of tearing myself away from it
really sad bullshit
online is hell. i think being as online as twitter has enabled us to be, with the associated anonymity and ease of hurting others, is harmful to the mental health of everyone who uses/used it, mine included, and i'm not sure if it's worth the positive social interactions that come with it
:(
