‏haunting‏ liminality ‮ ✅‭ @bleak@awoo.space

hi masto i was gone for a while but now i am back

@Jessiscah@mastodon.social feelin bad

@Jessiscah@mastodon.social hi

*sings* capitalism is debilitatingly sickening my body and mind

hi masto!

@Sargoth don't do this to me

@Sargoth twitter can engage with my can of gasoline and flaming rag

my locked account on birdsite is no longer allowed to generate notifications to people but they didn't tell me that, so that's a thing

#burnitdown

at the end of it all, all you can do is laugh

i have to do that simply in order to address the larger trauma from before, that lost time i have to make up for

all the while trying to know myself better, find out who i am, and deal with the consequences of just existing

so when i'm done dealing with all that other stuff i mentioned and it's time to deal? i can't deal

i was thinking about how we have to sort of push away and distance ourselves from trauma because we're experiencing it constantly in incredible amounts simply by the quite frankly incredible amount of systematized domestic violence weaved throughout our everyday routines

someone was trying to talk to me on bird site and i was (deliberately) too depressing to deal with lol

AWOOOOO

@Jessiscah@mastodon.social too real

heck i'm not used to being busy this is super tiring