citriz @citriz@awoo.space

Would it be weird if I moved my "birthday" to a different month for gender reasons? Not legally of course, but in terms of when I try to celebrate.

People talk about it being my "name day", but that refers to a name I haven't even been called in years. My birthday being in December always means I'm utterly exhausted from end-of-year deadlines, seasonal depression is settling in, and I'm stressed about all the social ramifications of the following few weeks.

Meanwhile June contains the anniversaries of my first big coming out, me starting T, me getting top surgery... June 2020 felt like the month my life stopped being a constant cycle of worrying about gender shit, and instead started being just life. Just full and authentic life.

I feel like that's much more worth celebrating than 25 or so odd years of a life not truly lived, pretending to be someone I'm not.

So I've just received a notification that my penis has shipped. Very excited to finally get it.

My birthday is this week! Time to get older again. ​

@Gulfie I think it looks really great! Maybe it doesn't look mischievous enough? I always find kookaburras seem like they are planning something.

Weird reason to work from home I guess but there it is. I'm sure my boss will understand.

Can't tell if my throat hurts because I caught a bug or if it's because I was choking on dick all weekend.

Is there anything out there similar to quickpose, which shows you drawing references on a timer, but specifically for like genitals and sex poses and stuff?
Bonus points if they're inclusive of trans bodies.

I'm realizing with increasing urgency that I've never used a graphics tablet to draw a genital. Where does one even begin?

Hello everyone. I had to switch computers so I've been away. I returned to tell y'all that I've been thinking about dicks a lot. Thank you for your time.

@Gulfie I'm so glad you like it ​ Always happy to draw a lovely puffin

Got to celebrate trans cake day for the first time today.
If you're cis and you know somebody who's trans and likes cake, get them some cake!

I don't have anything of substance to say but I hope everyone is doing well. ​

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Seeing people comment "y he got a D tho?" on post-op ftm porn has me in some kinda mood.
Bottom surgery exists, y'all. Trans-masc people can have dicks too. 😂​

Yesterday I got to dress like a femboy and I can tell you I felt extremely valid and also sexy.

Today was my second time going to a beach since top surgery (+1 year of healing) and somehow I have still not had the opportunity to take my shirt off in public. This is a crime.