Charlotte 猫 Awoo Fide @confusedcharlot@awoo.space

It's just really interesting there's a word

I've been trying to wrap my head around this disabling state I've been in for the last 18 months. And this is the first time I've come across something so descriptive of my current state.

I'm on disability right now and terribly isolated. A level of functioning I used to take for granted seems unattainable most days, and suicide ideation is frequent companion.

Wikipedia: "hikikomori (Japanese: ひきこもり or 引き篭もり, lit. 'pulling inward, being confined', i.e., 'acute social withdrawal'; colloquially/adaptive translation: 'shutter') are reclusive adolescents or adults who withdraw from social life, often seeking extreme degrees of isolation and confinement."

hikikomori is an interesting word.

i guess i live in a different culture, but the story about the hikikomori in hatoful boyfriend: holiday star had me triggered.

gonna miss threaded posts, tbh.

most of the great tumblr post were actually threads where people riffed off of each other, sometimes just to dunk on the op

Do people have recommendations for good complete playthroughs of visual novels, especially ones with good voice-overs?

I have a lot of executive function issues right now, so actual gaming is kind of hard.

boosts encouraged

#visualnovels
#datingsimulators
#gameing

@plsburydoughboy where do they all end up?

@er1n I've never used it for anything serious. In some ways it's the last stand of the lisp machine.

let tumblr say nipple again

In a dark mood abt tumblr. There's still nothing quite like it that everyone would be ok moving to.

@tindall@cybre.space you have to manage the lifetime of your function objects?

🎶 I saw Mommy jacking Mrs Claus 🎶
🎶Underneath the mistletoe last night!🎶

so hatoful boyfriend: holiday star destroyed me emotionally. i should have known it was going to, but the first half of the game was so charming.

@masklayer dad fighting juice is all i drank in high school