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so i started crying because my cat was purring.
because it made me think of her when she was younger, before we got her.
because before that she had kittens as a stray, and all but one of them died.
because they found the litter when she was captured, and they all had distemper.
because she was really friendly to the people from animal control, and they found her kittens
but all but one died, and it made me wonder if she knew they were sick, if she was friendly because she wanted help
because all but one died and maybe she knew, that's why I cried.
Blah blah #music. Blah blah #midi blah blah blah #supercollider in masto space no one can hear you give up.
It was supposed to show up last week, but this Friday I'm getting an early payout from a 401k. That said, since it's a week late…
…I could use some help with groceries until Friday. After that I should be set for the next few months!
I can stretch $10 to Friday, so even if you have just a dollar I will gladly accept it. Thank you so much!
My experience with being a girl was like this.
Imagine you're born wearing an invisible mask. You naturally assume everyone else is wearing a mask, too.
Every time someone tells you how to act or how to be you add some paint to the mask. The mask getting heavier each time.
Eventually, 2 weeks ago for me, the mask starts suffocating you. You start drowning. It's literally killing you. But you don't know it's the mask doing it because the mask was always there.
After breaking down completely, and still not being sure why, you take off the mask.
And then, the next moment, I was trans.
Transitioning in mid-life
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