Demi @demi@awoo.space

super tired today; not fatigued though. like my body is saying “you need to sleep” rather than “you have no energy”.

@millenomi gaaaaaaay

me, this morning: hopefully another day of continuing this upward trend of feeling good
me, now: i feel so awful just kill me already

i think today would be a 10 on the pain scale but with the tramadol it is more like 7 or 8 instead. this is very much not ideal but it is better than nothing, but at this point it is hard to psychologically tell the fundamental difference between an 8 and a 10

well, i’m still feeling dreadful; not sure if i want to do my labwork today after all

@asmallteapot my girl my girl

starting to get a bit drowsy; but this is much later in the day so it is relatively tolerable. hopefully this goes away or stays at a manageable level/time as to not interfere with daytime activities

@Aleen@mastodon.social @aleen@zeppelin.flights well this is slightly annoying, lol

holy shit, what?! dropkick on my devil episode 7 was actually,,, wholesome???

unsurprisingly, lol, my favorite song so far on this album is “do not disturb”

new music!

1. expectations - hayley kiyoko
2. vicious - halestorm
3. the now now - gorillaz
4. tranquility base hotel & casino - arctic monkeys https://awoo.space/media/-J9kgWUD26cYtM5E4fo

@wickedgood this is killer!!

i am super digging the new halestorm album “vicious”; i have really needed a hard rock sound-track lately.

also means i could consider doing things with local friends too!! i haven’t done anything with anyone almost all year that didn’t involve traveling significant distances anyway; so being able to go out and see people would be so nice

i am excited about the fact that i feel well enough to travel again. i can see the people i love and actually do things with them

this is day 3 on tramadol; so far so good. it is definitely taking the edge off the pain but would like it to do more, or rather, i need the pain levels lower than this to be functional to do my job. i have to give this a few weeks before i can properly evaluate how well it works.